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Friday, August 15, 2014 12:23 am
Whatever listen, ♥
I know I'm being judged by the people around me, and even people who do not know me. But in all honesty, I don't really care.
I don't care about how you, and pretty much the rest of the world think about me. I'm not really concerned with how my friends see me, because at the end of the day, the decisions I make are in one way or another, supposed to be beneficial to me. And it's my life and my fight, why should I listen and adhere to all that others want, instead of pursuing what I really want.
It gets tiring when you have to live up to expectations, when there are a million and one things waiting for you to do, when there's a lack of motivation to do anything, and yet the work load is never ending, and the list goes on.
I know I've been selfish through and through, especially when I've made up my mind. And I'm not sorry.
I'm not sorry for being decisive every now and then because I'm tired of routines that are not adding value to my life.
I'm not sorry for being a bitch when there is a need to.
I'm not sorry for refusing to give extra chances when I don't see the need to.
I'm not sorry for the way I treat people that don't matter to me.
I'm not sorry for being who I am.
You know how there are always a hand full of people that add colours to your life, and are also the people that tear you apart? Sometimes, actually, most of the time, I feel that the people around me are like that. And it scares me.
It scares me when I think that I can trust them, that they'll be there during my darkest hours. And I get confused, I start to question, am I being fair to those who apparently matter to me?
I hate how I constantly have to battle with my insecurities.
I hate how I constantly have to tell myself that I'm better than this.
I hate how I constantly have to make myself believe that better things will come my way.
I'm so tired of being judged by people
I'm sorry, but you haven't done no shit to deserve such praise. I know for a fact that I'm difficult, but it's my life, let me live it my way.
"It is strong to understand that our only obligation is to ourselves, and that the rest are a façade we have built to make ourselves feel important."
"People have an innate way of knowing when another person will not completely fulfil them. It runs deep through our veins, and one of the bravest things you can do is tap into that feeling."
"The bravest people are the ones who are ready and willing to choose to be alone because they're willing to walk away from the love they know isn't whole."
- Shawn Binder
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